Goodbye Malaysia - again.

I'm leaving this afternoon. Will bunk a night in Sri Lanka (Negombo to be exact) and will arrive in Heathrow ETA 1305. Will then put up at Sanjiv's cousin's place in Waterloo before we leave for Lincolnshire the next day to help with Grace's wedding. I'm excited. My first gay wedding that I'll be attending.
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I know I'll miss home. After all Macau made me miss home more than ever. One week away made me appreciate home better. Flying over KL skyline last weekend at night made me ask myself why am I leaving this beautiful place. Well, nevermind.
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I am getting more and more upset each day thinking about leaving my parents behind. Sometimes I wonder what kind of daughter am I to leave just as I please. Not to mention that I've been away so often since I finished with my job 3 weeks ago. Bad decisions were made, I should not have done the 7 days in Macau stint, I should have stayed home to be with my parents.
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Anyhow, the aim now is to save up by Feb next year to buy my parents way to London next Spring. It's good to set a goal. At least for me it is.. At least I know where I'm heading... Which is important to me.