Needing the lil push..

That's what I am.. If you don't push me, I don't move at times.. Just like at work.. If you don't say "hey, think it over", I won't. I'll just do whatever is being told by higher one. Now that I have a new enviroment, it has given me the encouragement to change things if I do not feel is right. I'm beginning to use my brain. I'm beginning to put myself to good use.
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Before this, if I feel something isn't right, I throw it to the party involved and let them make the decision. After all it involves them and I have too much on my plate to worry about things that I presume will not work anyway.
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After all what I've learn so far is, "sometimes it doesn't matter if you meet your objective as long as you keep your bosses happy". That was the most frustating part about work. Nobody cares what your audience feel about what you do as long as you did your part.
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That's when I thought this isn't what I want for short run nevermind long run. I've got to go. Why do something I do not believe in as it will only affect other involved parties negatively.
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Now I realise things have change.. If your mind questions an act, voice it out. It all came back to me. On the reason why I convinced myself to work where I am. I wanted to make a change. How did I forget that? I joined to make a change. Not to give up. And that's what it will be from now on. Ask not what the company can do for you, ask what you can do for the company.
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I am here. To make a change. as a daughter, as a sister, as an employee and as a friend.