Problem with me...
Why I'll be single for a long time to come (if not forever):
- I demand 100% attention
- If you say you will call me at 1pm, you call me at 1pm. Not 1.30pm or 2pm or 4pm
- If you say you miss me, why are you not making your way to be next to me?
- I always say 'okay' when it is NOT okay, and then later I start to get angry and when I realise where I went wrong, it's too late
- I cannot be 'tranquilla', I need to know what's happening tomorrow today, I cannot wait for tomorrow to see what will happen tomorrow
- I don't say everything I want to say which makes me seem like I don't care
- I don't ask everything I want to ask thinking it may be rude or too nosy
- I try to pass myself as the strong one who can handle whatever crap that comes her way and when I say 'okay', what I mean is 'I will live anyhow' but will be very unhappy of course
- I want to know what you're up to 95% of the time. I meant 99.9%
- I'm not losing weight for you
How can I change:
- I need to learn to say what I really feel inside instantly and not after showing temper for 5 mins because by then, ALL IS LOSS.
- If I want a break-up, I need to say it and not make the other person say it and then start crying. Only losers do things like that and I confess, I was once a loser.
- I'm too afraid to say sweet nothings or even how I really feel thinking it may make me look stupid
- I need to work again to put my mind on to more serious things
posted by SleepyAngel @ 2:23 AM
4 comments
4 Comments:
Whoa... babe! Are you ok? What's up? Whats going on? I leave the computer for a month and come back to this????!!! Tell Tell!
Liz!
Just going through one of my moods... As usual... I wanna get married in Napoli where they have beautiful wedding gowns and churches and have the party in Sorrento or Amalfi looking over the coast. Man what a dream... Or I could just attend one. I still get to dress up.
You're a cute one. I felt like that when I reached the beach. When you get to romantic places, you can't help but get romantic huh. Phew... You freaked me out there. I thought you fell in love... or something...
Falling in love? I wanted to but... I can't and won't allow myself to something like that right now.
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